My second charity work..

When I was in university, some volunteer teachers of Tashi Orphan Boarding School told me stories of the kids and their circumstance. Without any second thought, I decided to provide something good to the kids. So, taking my summer vocation as opportunity, I came to Kathmandu and joint school. After a week, I knew more clearly about their circumstance and their situations as they are quite similar with mine, which made me to understand them more.

So, I requested my friends and collected some donation with aim to provide a day picnic to somewhere outside and some clothes to these wonderful kids. As my thought, I am very much grateful to my friends and other donors, who supported and believed in me without any doubt. Which really encourage me to take charity work even further. I took all the wonderful kids to Godawari Botanic garden at the corner of Kathmandu as a picnic spot. I had hire two main chefs, one assistance chef and three helpers to manage the mess and arrangement.

While in picnic, we played various games and had delicious breakfast to dinner as well, as far as I can say; it was merry day to kids as they really enjoy the day outside.  as they really enjoy the day outside. (You can check their picnic pictures in facebook page called “Dhondup Charity”)

At the moment, I am collaborate with Heart Beat non-profit organization for screening a well-known Mustangi feature movie called “ Sherdhak”. I am pretty sure you will know about it as I wrote something about the movie in my last article. From that money, I am planning to buy them other useful materials to the kids or to provide a good food for a day, as His Holiness the Dalai Lama birthday is upcoming up. Let see what happen… wishing for a good thing might happen

Don't be looser.

Sometimes we need to get through fear to see the beauty of thing.

I am not professional translator however I translate simple stories, articles and so on just for the purpose of my pocket money. As I am not born with silver spoon. Anyway leave this topic other wise you will feel sorry for me.

So, recently one of my teacher requested me to translate something which is completely out of my understanding and knowledge. Neither I could accept now I could reject because I don't desire to embarrass myself in my teacher's eyes. He care me as much as his own family members when I was in school.

So, I accepted the big responsibility and honestly speaking I was too afraid and nervous; that I might translate it wrong. So, taking help from various friends I completed the task in a month. As a final edit, I request one of my teacher and he congrats me. That simple word made by day....

Don't run away from problem instead face it, challenge it.

Update yourself

I was told by many friends I am sleepy with my blog these day, it’s not because I lost my appetite toward writing. It’s because I am in a very challenging mission, which is urged by my root guru His Holiness The Dalai Lama “Update your enteral”.  I am pretty sure, you may heard of it.

You might have updated your expensive gadgets time to time but could never heard of updating oneself with time. Normally update means to change something by including the most recent information or to make something more modern. But here its means to change your internal as you change your external image by using different expensive cosmetic creams. External image is important but internal calmness, peacefulness, happiness and so are more significant. Without internal peacefulness, external worth nothing, how hard you push yourself.

In this era of modern technology, our consciousness is converted or drive toward these fancy gadgets, which ultimately enervate our life. We forget to live our life because we think of tomorrow, next year and next as if we are immortal. In Buddhist philosophy it clearly says that everything is changing in every second but we hardly agree with it.

I accept that everybody has a problem but when I am facing a small problem, I reacted as if I am the only one facing such. I am so bounce by the artificial world, where wholesome action has no value but non-virtue action speak louder and conquer the world. And I am influence by the environment.

So therefore, to live my life peacefully, calmly and happily I am updating my inner rather than external beauty. 

 “Live the moment, Leave a phone"

    

An old Astrologer

Recently my mind was totally disturbed due to tragic break up with one my childhood friend. With heavy heart I rambled all alone trying to figure out the best solution to fix the broken bridge. I was totally knocked out by the circumstanced; I was like dead-man walking.

When I was puffing a cigarette, I notice an old astrologer by a road side. I finished my cigarette and walk toward the astrologer. I showed him my rough palm with curiosity not because I believe in such orthodox thing. Honestly speaking, I felt pity for him, sitting by the dusty hot pavement without any shade. So, therefore I decided to donate some bucks so that he could have some food in his plate to get rid of empty stomach. However I was embraced with each single line because they are so sweet and charming. For god sake who doesn’t love good thing about oneself unless you are a great saint or enlighten figure like Gautam Buddha. I pay more attention with joy because each line moved me and strengthen my enthusiasm, which emerged strongly through my heart. I thought I should deconstruct my strength and passion which was long gone. I paid him handsomely because he stole my burden, which I was suffering from. 

Wearing a peaceful smile, I adieu the old astrologer. I went straight to meet my friend and I confessed I was wrong. After all, the bond between us was not built in a single day, but took years and years. When I shared the incident with him, he was like “Really? You kidding me.” 

"Where there is problem, there is solution too. All you need is, to figure out instead of worrying". 

My presentation "SUCKS"

8^th Jule 2015

That early morning, I prayed as my little heart was conquered by doubts and anxieties. After done with praying, once again I faced the mirror and practiced what I had to speak in front of those peoples.  Through my speech I had to make them to believe my struggle and how hard it was for me to overcome all these obstacles. After all I came all way from India to Pokhara just for this speech.

It’s was not just a speech to sell something worth million but it’s all about who am I and what am I? I might be born and raised up in Nepal but in my vein, the Khampa’s blood circulates every bit of nanosecond. I was lost in thought, suddenly a door knock and I was called for breakfast by little princess. I was taking shelter in one of my good childhood friend’s home, she was talented and veracious. A yummy breakfast was already set on a round table, while having breakfast she asked me if anything is disturbing me. She consoled me and lightens my heavy heart with illustrating beautiful story. 

She combed my long messy hair as if I was her small child. While she was combing, I practiced and arranged the words in my brain silently. She wished me for the positive result as if I was going for job interview in a big company. With each step closer to the office, the rhythm of my heart becomes louder and sweating profusely from my brown shinny forehead. 

I drank a whole bottle of water to quench both my temperature and thirst. Before entering the office, once again I went through my files and analysis again and arranged the words systematically. I took a deep breath to calm myself but when I found all the eyes were on me. I became nervous and words are not coming from my throat easily “a…a….a” After some up and down with my words structure for some time, gradually their present doesn’t bother me at all. Words are flowing one after another faster than I had expected. I don’t know how; I couldn’t realize that I was speaking fast unless I was stopped and told me to relax. Somehow my confidence was already built up, so I shared them my documents that I had collected so far in five long years.

After completed the presentation, I was told to wait outside for their discussion. I waited for five minutes outside listening to my own heart beat which was quite loud. In my brain, so many things are coming on mostly negatives. I went outside to light a cigarette and after smoking just like in high school I ate two chew-gums. Once again I waited outside and in each five minutes, I peek through the window and tried to listen their debates.  I was summons in the office by a clerk. I took a seat and gave my ear and activate my brain to collect all the data as possible. But they hadn’t done discussion yet because three of the members are still not satisfied with my documents even thou majorities had a given positive responded. The reason for saying no was nothing significant but enclosed my childhood tattled. Those were just a scuttlebutt. Somehow at last, I got what I seek for from them and I am really happy. 

From this speech and the way the board members made their decision taught me knowledge. First and most significance, I realized that I should practice my public speaking.  Although the board members are the one to serve their people not to put them in troubles even thou, one shouldn’t make their decision easily. As there are scumbags who create stories and does business in the name of government. So therefore we should always be careful while taking decision.