500 Miles For One Kiss...(2)

If I do have girlfriend, she will be my Juliet and I will be her Romeo.....

"If you really think such then go and talk to her?" Norbu slapped me. He knows what sort of person I was. I didn't response his nonsense comment. "One day, I will show him, I am not that same Tsering. It's been almost five years neither we met nor in contact. So, how the hell should he give me such comments?" I wanna tell him but I can't, I don't know why?

"Shit!! It's already finished" I murmured myself.

"What are you talking about?" Tsewang entreat me as if he can do something for my missing.

"Fuck!! I finished my cigarette"

"What? Are you smoking?" both complained me once with dazed

"Yes, why?" 

"When did you start smoking?" Tsewang continue his question. 

"Since I graduate from primary school"

"When we were in high school, neither I saw you smoking nor heard of it" Tsewang continue

"Well, truly speaking I used to smoke early in the morning and late night around at mid-night. So how could you guys see and know me, beside I never took company" both gave me astonished looked. By then Karma gave me a cigarette. I was shocked not because her boyfriend kissed her in public but because Karma himself is carrying a cigarette. When we were in high school, Karma used to tell me about the disadvantage of smoking and other stuffs. But now.....

"What the hell man. When did you start smoking?" I complained Karma smartly

"And what about you dude?" he slapped me. His brain work twice faster then mine, I always wish to be like him but me....indolent plus always imbecile.

I glimpse her every tickle of minute, I couldn't stopped doing that. I try to keep my eyes on her but I was unable to do that I don't know why? I feel something else......but it's hard to mention how it feel and from where....all i know is my heart beat silently and I feel hotness especially facade. I doubt that my face has changed into cherry-red.

It starts beating like a machine gun whenever I thought of giving her a company. For her notice, I couldn't stopped doing stupid thing like laughing, playing a monkey, roaring, seems like I am on a hot pan. Is this the symptoms of love at first sight? I don't know. I wanted to ask my friends but something stopped me from asking.

With a deep breath I inspected myself carefully to the mirror and clean the dirt. So that, I might look more attractive to her golden eyes. For long time I been observing her as a detective, nobody appeared to accompany her. She looked glum; her golden eyes were filled with tears, ready to roll down to her beautiful dimple. I tried so many times but I failed with each attempted. I keep guessing why so sad? Does her boyfriend dump her? Does her boyfriend been cheating with her? Hundred of questions bubble in my mind and I tried to solve it myself.

If it's a boyfriend problem than why doesn’t she just dump him, there could be line of guys begging for her. Might be it was her first love, the moment and memories of the first love will never leave you until you leave this world. Nicholas Spark has mention that "The first time you fall in love, it changes your life forever and no matter how hard you try, the feeling never goes away. And no matter what you do, she'll stay with you forever."

After a long waited she sighed and picked her phone, even I didn't say hello, I accompany her with my eyes until she turn by the corner and disappeared from my sight but questions keep erupting like a volcano...

"Norbu, do you know her?" I appealed him 


WILL BE CONTINUE...........

500 Miles For One Kiss....

I do remember the very first time, when I saw her along at the corner seat at N’cafe. I was just arrived from college for winter vocation and hanging with my cool childhood friends Tsewang and Karma. Tsewang was a tall with big chest and arms, with innocent face expression, curly hair, soft heart, brilliant and restless mind, keep dreaming something. Once he make a commitment then he will do it even it takes his life. And Karma was in his 20's, not too tall and lean, with boyish looks, curly black hair, soft heart, with a friendly open manner and ready to smile. He is crazy about football beside his craziness he played well too. He was in school team and was example for the other player. Because of his character most girls like him.


We knew each other since from primary school and we had so many up and down but somehow we managed to settled down our dust. It is always fun and enjoyable while spending amount of times with whom you know. It was evening, so we decided to take a walk rather than in bike. After long walk, we decided to take a coffee in our friend's cafe. Who was once our classmate but sadly, he was unable to continue his higher studies. We welcome each other with warm hugs as guys usually do while greeting each other. 

At the corner in his cafe, there was a girl about her 20's with midnight-black straight hair, large, intelligent golden eyes with lovely looking and slim figure. Her silky hair keep dancing with the lake breeze, looks like she is waiting for someone. She looks so amazing and that check shirt really matches her. I was bewitched by her; unable to take off my eyes from her sight even I encourage myself "go! Talk to her, it's your chance" but I could not do that.  

You know what happened when two or three boys gather. There is only one topic, which is obviously girls and sex. We are having a coffee, digging our memories, and besides gossiping about our girlfriends and asking how many times did we have sex within in these years of departing from each other.

"How many girls did you kill in India?" Tsewang asked me

"Not yet, but I am looking someone now. Hummmm….." I didn’t complete my sentence; I want to give them big surprise.

''Who is that lucky girl? How you fall in love? Who purposed first? '' Tsewang continue to asked me hundreds of silly question and beside I really do not wanna act Bella part (she keep lying in Twilight series) with my childhood friends therefore, I point the girl to Tsewang and told him      

                                  

 “She looks amazing and hot. I like her in my first sight.” 

"Are you crazy?" Karma complained me

'"Why?"

"Leave her, she is waiting for her boyfriend" Norbu interpose with exhausted

"So, what? She is not married yet; beside girls keep changing their boyfriends as you do. So cheer up man? I wonder sometime why the hell, girls likes Norbu so much? Truely speaking, neither does he looks like Tylor Lurther nor have height like me (5ft 9in) even he keep changing girls. I don't know how? If I do have girlfriend, she will be my Juliet and I will be her Romeo.

WILL BE CONTINUE...............

LOVE is Game

Female = Why it is always me, who keep getting dump? 

Male = Coz you are asshole.

Female =What do you mean?

Male =Because you are not playing game?

Female =What?

Male =Yes love is a game?

Female =Love isn’t like a game, it’s not about winning and losing, you know?

Male =Actually it is. It’s a game that requires ever greater precision and planning. A game of power. Manipulations of emotions to control the mind. That the game. Where the one who displays affection first, give up total control and goes around like a dog on a collar. In relation you were the one to call first, and he was one to hang up first, right?

Female =Right? But did you know that?

Male =I know because these are the consequences of dating without any self respect Ms female. That’s how I know. So listen to me if you continue acting like being so….Pathetic, then you will always be treated like trash by men and you will grow old….all by yourself.

Female=What’s wrong with admitting that I love him? What’s wrong with calling him first? I called and visited him because I am worried? What’s wrong with wanting to do everything for him?   What’s? I will treat like trash all my life? Screw you! I could have a line of guys begging for me if I wanted. I could, but I don’t. You know why? Because I love and care for him.        

                                                                                                                                                                               

Male= Ya, that’s why you keep getting dump right?

Female =F**k off (taking her phone call but no answer at all )

Male =Don’t give me those freaking looks. you know if he calls and hangs up, but doesn’t answer your calls, he’s hiding something.coz that I what I do when I cheat. If you don’t believe me then try again.

Female =Please leave me alone. Enough of your bastard speech.

You might think that the newest hairstyles and dresses, such weapon will makes your opponent heart pound. That’s absolutely wrong perception. Coz the more you concentrate on your outer look the more you are involving yourself into trash. There are guyz who just love girls for sex. For them sex is every thing, they lie for sex, they care for sex, they love for sex. If you want to be treated like a queen, then act like one. How you train your opponent is up to you.

You shouldn’t do...smile, compliments, gestures. You are only feeding his ego. One more thing, if he already has a big ego, you need to deflate it with some shock therapy. 

This article for those people who keep getting dump even they love them so  much.....love is never a wrong but lover might be wrong. So, play your card and fine your soul mate carefully..

Life is Unpredictable...

Life is mysterious and nobody knows exactly what it could be after couples of year… but we can predict our future by present. Right now what we do is matter for tomorrow but nobody can say exactly. It’s just fucking prediction. 

Nobody give a shit what their life might be. All the youth keep partying all night and all day as there is no more tomorrow. Sometime when I see such youth I feel overwhelm. Feel like I am heading toward wrong direction. Why the hell do I need to worry about my unknown future and why should I keep distraction with such ideology about future.

Nobody knows how long we could survive in this messy world. If we are lucky enough then might be sixty or seventy years if not then will be expiring tomorrow. One of my friend told me “life is like ice-cream, keep enjoy until or unless it melt away.” At the moment I don’t understand what exactly he means. “What the hell he is talking about? Does he really wanna suffer after couples of year enjoyment?” such psyche emerges at the moment. Because I was graduate from high school and looking for college and my brain was covered with mama ideology.

While in college I saw lots of youth who don’t care about their future. They attend class but they don’t give a shit. Whenever I see such it makes me more and more curious about their ideology and what are up to. So finally I decided to be friends with them and tell them nothing is so impossible in this world. There are so many good things to be done left. 

With each day I spend more time with these crazy friends instead of showing them good way I was trap like mouse by its cheese. I started smoking, drinking, and partying all night with lots of stranger. The strange thing is that since I start smoking and drinking I am getting more and more friends and I started spending whole days with bunch of asshole with smoke and royal stag or beer. I started quitting class even if I attend I slept at last bench or teasing hot chicks.

When I was out of money I lie my parents, relative and friends with time they started giving me so many excuse. And my friends start ignoring me because I was out of source. I keep getting warning from principal about the fee as well as from my owner. Even if I tell the truth neither my parents nor my relative believe me. There was nothing left in my apartment coz I already sold out everything from iphone to my laptop except my R15. I have no option then selling my R15 to cover up my college and apartment fee. So I did it.

I regret what I did for my family, relative and good friends. I keep crying like a baby but it helped me nothing. So, I decided to do something which will give me my past life. Since then I started doing part time job as a reception in a hotel, casher in restaurant and so on. Right after college I started taking tuition from friends and gradually I quit smoking as well.

 Nothing is impossible in this world unless you have heart for something. I was neither topper in college nor a loser; I did what I could after such circumstance. I finished my college life with so many up and down. I challenge my life and what about you? And one more thing; never ever think as I thought once. Your real friends are those one who will support or help you when you really need them. Better to be mama boy and having mama ideology….

(I wanna thank my friend for this story…and thank you for your time.)

"As i grow older, much older, I will experience many things, and I will hit rock bottom again and again. Again and again I will suffer, again and again I will get back on my feet. I will not be defeated. I won't let my spirit be destroyed."
―Banana Yoshimoto