Your intention is…..what matter the most…..good and bad are like two sides of coin. Always goes side by side

Your intention is…..what matter the most…..good and bad are like two sides of coin.  Always goes side by side. While some peoples love your work and might admire you but there are some, who dislike your work they rather choose to blame you. But you have to carry on or step forward. You can’t just hold your work because some peoples blame you. If so, you are foolish…. a damn foolish. There is a saying in English “peoples might know your name but they don’t know your story” They have no idea, for what purpose you are doing such task. What you dealing with…. they see only your work not your intention and hard work. You know as you are the first person and your have reason behind it. So, I think it’s better to ignore their mouths and carry your own work.

Let me tell you something…. I am a student and while in holiday I opened a restaurant with my friends for my pocket money… because I can’t depend all the time for my dear mama for my pocket money.  I want to stand my own… want to earn my own… want to experience different thing while in college time. But at the same year, because of some health problem, I was unable to appear in exam, which mean I was fail. Where were different rumor about me… some said “of cause he fail because he spend his time in restaurant rather than studying” some said “ he is not a student, he is businessman” some said “he choose to fail” Well honestly I had permission only for a month, not for damn whole year to run it. Everybody knows that it was run by our school staff and given opportunity for me to earn some pocket money while in holiday. Even thou they make so damn hard rumor which really touch my heart but honestly I didn’t cry and quitted my class. Instead as usual I attend class and concentrate and do my best. If I stopped attending class, the problem will became bigger and bigger instead of peace. Quitting and becoming weak is not a solution but it’s a cause of becoming worst of worst. 

I know it hard to deal with solution once we were in worst circumstance but what good lie ahead even if you carry on your so called suffering? It just let you down and ruins your whole day. Am I right? I know I too had gone through such circumstance several time in my life. But these day I am trying not to fall for it…. I try to fight with it however weak I might be. Fight for it and conquer your arrogance, ignorance and so called negative character in you. I am sure you will be happy forever.

Have a good day……..

Big Bisk As Well As Let Say Big Fish to Open a Restaurant.

I never ever imagine about opening a restaurant in my life especially before I graduate as anything can happen in life…who knows!!! It’s unpredictable. But it happened or shall I say “I did it”… Well recently I open with my very close friend. You might be wondering “what so especial about running a restaurant” well, honestly it might be cup of tea for you but…it’s more than that to me. 

Every years, in summer vocation, I do part time job like teaching, correcting script, input work, small translation and so on…that’s how I manage my pocket money but this time…its big risk as well as let say big fish as well. Its holiday time, so most students rush toward their home sweet home as they were eagerly waiting for such day to come. Which means not totally busy in restaurant as less customers are available. But I am pretty happy with what we get as our budget was not big amount. 

Well, whatever their intention might be… I had two reasons to spend my holiday in such sunny, hot place, first I want to complete my short translation and secondly to collect some pocket money by doing some job. So, that I can visit to my destination Ladhak also known as Tibet.  Travelling is always in my blood and spending time in new environment, tasting new foods, exchanging conversation with local resident….these makes me happy…a real happy. Not that damn gadget as usually these day people love gadget like Iphone, tablet and so on…well, I am not arguing them to stop as each person their own taste of life beside I don’t have right to stop them. But what I would like to say is…..Don’t depend to them.

I know technology is good as it makes us easier to do anything….but at the same time, it’s a virus to our brain, which malfunction and fight against with our energy- imaginative, creativity and so forth. Because of different gadget, we prefer to rely on them rather than doing own. Which makes our brain to stop to think, to imagine, to judge etc.

Let back to restaurant, while in restaurant, my eyes sight is always at one direction… “Door”….ha!!!ha!!!ha!!! smile emerge seeing a customer but get bore and feel empty when no one show up. I always thought restaurant work is easy and will get enough time for own work, but I was wrong. it’s a rush off one’s feet place as you can’t predict when costumer will come.

P.S- the happiness depend on customer rather than own mind and heart.

Preparing food

As always I learn something new…this time I am looking forward to became a good cook!!!  Don’t think that I can’t cook, I do but not perfect as girls does. As they make yummy foods…as water start emerging from mouth ………When I am in home, I prepared food for ma dear mama as she came with exhausted as she has to run small business. 

Ma dear mama use to tell me “Work is work, no matter what it might be…as far as you love your job, you are happy with your job. That is the greatest job in the world”

I would say “students should involved and experience everything before they graduate”

I am breaking into pieces....

Though the sun shines in the sky

But its warmth has no impartiality

As it shines to others

But not to me

I offer the lamp of my heart

To my dearest

But the sight of my beloved

Is always for someone else

The man having no wealth

Not only hard to earn his livelihood

But also one whom he loved

Harder to called her mine

If compare between

The pure love and wealth

In the mind of her

Wealth become the first priority

To express my love

I shed down the tears of blood

But a sight of prince

Steal away the women I loved

As a fish lure by the

Bait of death

She was

By the wealth he possess

I am nobody 

In her twinkling eyes

But i am someone for her

Even thous I am for her