I was unable to catch Mr. Rabbit (Alice in the wonderland)
until or unless it was 2 in the morning but the best part was, I wake up early
without any yawn or dizzy as I used to. After breakfast I did was just forward
her a good morning message. After couples of minutes, my phone gave me message
signal. Ting… Tong…
“Good morning!!! Did
you have a sound sleep?”
“Nope…aren’t you tire and exhausted?”
“No. why?”
“Coz last night, you keep running in my mind”
“Joke min du lo”
“So, are you free?”
“I don’t know now. Call you lo.”
The best part of the girl message is to read the last word
“LO” although it carries a strong message of love, affection and care. Use by
Tibetan and one more country; Nepal (Never end peace and love). Ha ha ha!!!
Kidding Nepal is no more a place of peace and love as you know, it’s totally
corrupted. Fuck it.
Well, truly speaking, that night I expected a lot from her
and through big expectation, I planned a lot and spend the whole night dreaming
and dreaming about coming day. This is what I had planned that long and boring
but interesting night, eyes full of hope.
“While watching a movie, gonna embrace her soft hand and rub
gently. While at interval, will buy two coffees but big popcorn so, I can feel
her small hand. I also figure out that Norbu’s café was the best in town, which
give us the best scenery with cool lake breeze. From other point I wanna prove
Norbu that he was wrong about me earlier and also wanna show him how capable I
am. While at café I wanna express how I felt toward her since the first day; I
saw her at café. While at the evening, I wish to walk slowly by the edge of
lake holding her hand while nudging under the romantic weather without caring
who the hell will see. Although I didn’t plan to kiss but I do think about it
if thing goes as I expected.”
This is what I calculated in my untamed mind. You won’t
believe that although I hardly pray and asked favor for god but at that
darkness I did it. But please don’t think that I am atheism, I do have my own philosophy;
that be good and do nothing to harm other, no stealing, robbery, harsh word.
Beside all religion seeks the one thing that is “Happiness”. I am also seeking happiness without any harm
to other being. That’s my mantra…
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| lakeside |
Let me tell you, spectacle evening of lakeside, beside the
cool lake breeze, the music will burn your dullness, tiredness, boredom,
aridity, drabness and dreariness. The enchanting and colorful weather makes
your evening more perfect, dreamy and meaningful. Even if you are with your
soul mate then there are plenty of ways to express your love. You can nourish
yourself as well as can able to give joy to your beloved one.
I was happy, feel like finally my days are coming with full
smile. It was already 11 and still no ring and I been waiting and waiting. I don’t
know why a clock seems like running slowly, each minute passed like hour. I do
some laundry but keep checking my phone even I have loud ringtone. If I keep
waiting then I am sure I will die waiting for someone else. I was unable to
wait for any more minute as I really wanna spend more time with her, her hand
on my hips. I make a call but no response but I keep redial her number for 6
times but still negative. I was furious and my temper and blood pressure became
high, angrily I switch off my phone and off to nearby shop and light a cigarette.
will continue...
